Al cine/ To the movies

Yeih! Hoy iré al cine con la familia. Todavía no sé que vamos a ver, supongo que la de "Dredd" :) Es de ley ir al cine los sábados. Somos una familia cinéfila, esa es la verdad. Me gustan mucho las películas de acción y de misterio, esas son las más buenas.
 Hace unos momentos estaba escribiendo otro one-shot. Espero terminarlo para el lunes y subirlo. :) Este one-shot será de amor colegial. Despúes de leer tantos mangas shoujo, me dieron ganas de escribir algo así. No olviden estar en contacto para que puedan leerlo.
¡Sí!

Bueno, eso es todo. Tengan un buen fin de semana.



Yeih! Today I'm gonna go with my family to the movies. I still don't know what are we gonna watch but, I guess it will be "Dredd". :) We always go on saturday to the movies. We are a loving-movie family, thats the true. I like the action and mistery movies, those are the good ones.
A few moments I was writing another one-shot. I hope I can finish it by monday and upload it. :) It will be about school love. After reading lots of shoujo manga, I wanted to do something similar.
Hai!

Oh! But after I upload that one-shot, I will upload the poem that its now in spanish, called "Oscuro", so wait for it a little more. Its a great poem with a big meaning behind those complicated phrases. Hope you like it.

:D Well, thats all. Have a nice weekend.

Oscuro (poema)

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La araña que teje y teje,

se ha convertido en una polilla.

Sus alas ahora son telarañas plateadas,

decoradas por sus ex presas.

El rojo carmesí ha evolucionado también.

Ahora es negro, el color de la muerte.

La mujer revestida de diamantes sucios ríe extasiada,

mientras esos hombres disfrutan de su ser.

Luna escarlata, noche sin fin.

Las luces de colores que iluminaban la escena,

cambiaban,

 regocijándose al compás del placer de esa mujer barata.

La serpiente apareció,

Comiendo de ese podrido pero a la vez delicioso manjar

ya comido anteriormente.

Una ventana abierta,

una brisa incómoda.

La araña ahora siendo una polilla entró,

viendo aquella incomprensible escena, llena de sudor.

Una idea macabra.

La noche se apagó,  dejando solo el olor a incienso.

La mujer despertó.

Su cuerpo estaba lleno de la saliva de esos hombres.  

Un minuto;

Un nuevo dolor.

Un vientre abultado.

Otro minuto.

El cascarón encarnado se movió,

como un tsunami creando un fin.

La sangre brotó, manchando la sonrisa perversa

de aquella mujer barata y vulgar.

La sonrisa del bebé carcomido.

Un corazón que vivía, un alma que existía.

Sangre negra, roja muerte.

La araña con alas de presas se encarnó,

deseando nacer de nuevo.

Ella era perfecta, ella era obscena.

Un mes, eso dijo él.

Odio, odio, odio.

Rencor…más odio.

La mujer ahora llena de aceite rio,

perdiendo el sentido del mundo.

El incienso se esparció por el ambiente,

una risa macabra lo mató.

El cascarón se rompió antes del reloj,

el aceite blanco salió expulsado,

la bolsa se agrietó.

La mujer destruyó el capullo sin tiempo,

cortando el aire, extinguiendo el espíritu.

La araña berreó, mientras veía sus alas caer,

mientras veía su cuerpo cercenado en partes,

mientras observaba su desmembrado ser.

Uno ojo aquí,

una pata allá.

¿Qué más daba donde cayera?

Las presas salieron furiosas, llenas de ira y frenesí.

¿Qué había hecho?

Un llanto,

Una gota carmesí.

La flor que pendía de la ventana cayó,

mientras esa mujer obscena se convulsionaba en su maldad.

¿Por qué?

Una mueca agonizante,

un corazón sin palpitar.

La araña que deseaba renacer, se había convertido en ceniza inalcanzable.

Solo había sangre, solo había maldad.

Poco a poco,

lentamente,

esa luz desapareció para siempre sin llorar más.

Inexistente, irreal.

Eso era él, eso era ella.

El rosal que nunca volvería a florecer.

La oscuridad que nunca pasará de nuevo.

Hoy/Today

 

Hoy fui al parque después de haber ido a misa. Nos sentamos cerca de los juegos, viendo a los niños jugar. Que lindo ser niño, ¿no creen? Estuvimos unos minutos y al regresar a casa, nos llegó un regalo desde Osaka, Japón. Pensé que se tardaría más pero no (que bueno). ¿Cuál es el regalo? Es ¡ESTE!;

 

Today I went to the park after going to the church. We sat near the games, seeing the kids playing. So cool being a kid, don´t you think? We were there for a few minutes, and returning home, a gift from Osaka, Japan arrived! I think it would last a little longer but no (thanks God). What is the gift? Is THIS! ;

 

 

 

Tres libros. El primero es una novela escrita por Takeru, vocalista del grupo visual kei "SuG" :)

El segundo es la 1° novela ligera del manga "Pandora Hearts" el cual me encanta. Tiene una historia muy elaborada y tienes que poner atención a todo porque todo forma parte muy importante de los secretos y misterios que envuelve la historia. Me gusta mucho <3.

El tercero, como pueden ver es un diccionario. Ya que lo tengo en mis manos, puedo continuar con mi cuento, el cual lo estoy escribiendo en japonés y necesito ayuda. :) Es un poco complicado escribir cuentos (por muy corto que sea) en japonés. Las formas y todo eso es.....wooooooaaa, pero me gusta y daré lo máximo para que quede bien.

Las novelas están escritas en japonés (obviamente), y son de gran ayuda para repasar lo que sé hasta el día de hoy, claro que tendré cerca mi diccionario ;p. Me gusta mucho Japón (como puede ver) y espero poder ir algún día a aquellas lejanas tierras. Pero por el momento estaré trabajando duro para leer estas novelas.

¡Si se puede!

 

Three books. The first one is a novel written by "SuG" vocalist, Takeru. :)

The second one is the 1° light novel of the manga, "Pandora Hearts". I love this manga. It have a kind of complicated plot and you have to catch all things so you can understand the story. I totally love it. <3 I like this kind of manga where you have to be really concentrated, putting all the atention to what's happening.

The third one, as you can see is a dictionary. Now that I have it in my hands, I can continue my tale, which I'm writing in japanese and well, I need some help. It's a little difficult writing a tale (however short is it) in japanese. The forms and everything is..... woooa..... but I like it, and I'm doing my best with it. :) The novels are written in japanese (obviously), and it is a really big help to me. This way I can review my japanese level, but of course I will have my dictionary near. I like a lot Japan (as you can see) and, I hope going there someday. But for the moment I'm going to be working hard so I can read this novels.

Yes you can!

 

Haciendo/ Doing...

Esto fue lo que hice ayer. Tres dibujos bien rápidos y con mucha inspiración. Hoy voy a pintarlos; todavía estoy pensando si pintarlos todos o solo uno. Primero veamos si me alcanza el tiempo. Me gusta mucho dibujar, sobre todo cuando estoy bien concentrada, pues me salen muy bien los dibujos. :) Creo que cada vez estoy mejorando. <3 ¿Lo que estaba escuchando? Bueno, principalmente a DIR EN GREY y Sadie. Son geniales.

This was what I did yesterday. Three fast draws with a lot of inspiration. Today I'm going to paint them but I'm still thinking in if I should paint all of them or just one... First lets see if time is with me. I like a lot drawing, especially when I'm really concentrated. :) I think my draws are coming really good. I'm happy <3 What was I listening too? Well, mainly to DIR EN GREY and Sadie. They're amazing.

 

Hoy fui a la playa con mi familia y Kumo, mi perrita. La llevamos para que jugara un rato y bien que corrió. Fue muy divertido. Hoy la playa estaba bien iluminada, no como ayer que estaba casi gris. Ir a la playa me ayudó a respirar aire puro y llegar a mi casa llena de ganas para comenzar a trabajar; pintar. Fue un buen momento, casi no había gente en el lugar, lo cual está muy bien. :) Espero poder llevar de nuevo a mis otros perros a la playa para que juegen un rato.

 

Today I went with my family and my dog Kumo to the beach. We take her so she can play a while and she did it. She ran and ran happy. It was really enjoyable. Today the beach was bright, not like yesterday that was almost gray. Taking fresh air helped me to return home with a lot of wish to work; to paint. It was a good moment. There weren't so many people, which was good. :) I hope I can take there my other dogs, so they can play a little.

Thread (One-shot)

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"Shine, shine it doesn't matter how.

Even being in only one site,

that little inexistent light must shine.

The imagination is everything,

if what you wish is freedom.

Like an unique sphere,
even without that vision...

surely you will see if you perceive the bright of love."

<<LiliuM-GoRe>>

Just one silver grille kept us apart. We had grown up so close but we didn’t know anything about each other. Every day we looked, every day at every hour but we never talk to each other. I'm still unaware of that reason. I always looked him; I was curious about him. Although we were locked away, he always smiled. I don’t know why, I don’t know if there was a reason to do it. I don’t know if he was happy. There wasn’t an only minute I didn’t look at him. I was surprised by the way he looked, by the way he behave himself. Sometimes I wonder if he knew where he was.

Just one crystal grille kept us apart, but I felt we were close in so different ways.

The snow was falling down strongly and the room was frozen. I never saw him angry, much less sad. The true is that he was the one that help me so many times I can’t remember.

―Who is he?―I asked one time, but nobody could give me an answer.

It said that love is a mysterious feeling. It born and grows inexplicably and when you realize its meaning, you sink further in an incompressible world. That happened to me. Although there were more people, none of them make me feel so curious like him.

―What’s your name?―I dared to ask. My heart was beating rapidly, like if I had eaten a humming bird. I didn’t understand that feeling but strangely I liked it. It was warm like summer days.

―Mahou.―he smiled.―And you?

What a strange name.

―I’m Umery.

―It’s weird that after so many years we are talking, don’t you think so?―he laughed gently. What a strange boy.

I had seen him grow up over the years. I remember that he sat on the same place, letting the air to play with his hair. He was different from others. He face had so much peace that made me feel good. He had this special smile like no one else. His eyes were coated with long colorless eyelashes, and its color was a powder blue. He always looked at the same place; I didn’t know why. His hair was straight, a little long. Its hair tone was a light blond that combines perfectly with his white skin. He looked like a doll, so delicate I couldn’t understand how he can be in such a lonely place.

―Yeah, I think so.

Since then we didn’t stop talking. Although there wasn’t so much to talk, Mahou always came with something new. We talked about anything; the weather, the nature, good and evil. I didn’t get bored being with him.

―I like talking with you a lot.―I commented, leaning myself against the crystal grille.

―I too like it, you are really interesting, Umery.―he added.  

―The interesting is you.―I said. I was only one more girl how wished to know more about him.―Why are you here?

I asked finally one of the so many questions I had in my head. What could have he committed, to be here? Mahou kept silence, being this the first time he smiled in a different way. A…melancholic way.

―I can’t longer remember why.

―I guess it’s better not to remember.―I laugh with nervousness. Nobody in this place wished to remember the reason of our confinement; it was better to live without sadness or false hopes.

―And you? What is the reason for you residence in this peculiar place?―he asked.

―I stole…someone I shouldn’t….

―A thief, huh? I didn´t think that you were that kind of person.

―I wasn’t but I have to do it. I didn’t have other choice.

―Here nobody has haven another choice.

What were our truly sin? We did bad things but that didn’t justify our confinement here. Sometimes I ask myself how the life outside is, far away this cold grilles. Everything is dark. Rarely the sun comes inside. Sometimes you can see the shining stars across a little window cover of dust.

Although I know perfectly the answer, I can’t avoid wondering, when shall we leave this place?

―What does your name means?―I questioned, while I was drawing on the earth with a rock.

―Freedom.

―Isn’t that something contradictory?

―It is, really.―he laughed with my comment. I liked it so much every time he smiled. You could see clearly how his face shined every time he did it. For me, he was my sun.

The time kept passing, but I wished stop it forever. I didn’t care any longer living here, I just want to see him, being by his side…although there was something I wished with all my force; to touch him.

Time is cruel; it passes without leaving a trace and makes you forget the important things, beautiful things. It makes you realize that anything isn’t forever and that the bad care feeling gets to grow incredibly.

How I wished to break those grilles, but I was so weak to do it. So weak and fearful.

―Umery...

―Yeah?

―How are you like?―he asked, but his question shock me a little.

―Huh?

―How are you physically?―he inquired again.

―Why are you asking me something like that?―I laugh, but the guy didn’t imitate my laugh. I remained silent.

―You haven’t realized, right? We have so many time talking and you haven’t realized… What an irony.

―What do you mean, Mahou?

―I’m blind, Umery. I have never seen anything in my life.―he said lowly, smiling a little. I was in shock… was he talking seriously?

Now I comprehend why he always looked at the same point every day, why his eyes had that strange color. I couldn’t believe it, but I guess is good not to see anything. That way you don’t get to know the horror in where we are living…or maybe it’s the entire contrary. 

―Blind…?

―Will you answer me?

―Ah…well…―I made a pause. How was I supposed to describe myself?

―I wish I could touch you. That would be easier.―he laugh, going back to his normal behavior.

―Sure, if these grilles didn’t exist.―I mumbled.―I’m pretty normal…―I started saying with a little nervousness.

―Umery, I don’t know what “normal” means.

―You’re right, you’re right… well... Long brown hair, white skin, lilac eyes and thin.―I said rapidly. I didn’t want to enter in details.

―That’s all?

―Yeah

                ―Wow, you really are normal.―he smiled mockingly.―I think more than before I wish I could see you in my way just that for now it’s impossible. I guess I have to imagine you as I have been doing so far.

                ―I guess so…

                All this years together but I didn’t know the true. Now that I think about it, every time I saw him, he never realized. So calm. Just one grille divides us, but I still was a stranger in his eyes. I think that is part of my sin.

                More days passes. The persons started whisper, creating a plan. They were planning to escape and they will make it tonight. Some of them where nervous, they didn’t know what to expect from such a risky plan but something was sure… everyone wanted to leave this place forever.

                ―Tell me, Mahou…

                ―What, Umery?

                ―Would you like to leave this place?―I asked a little nervous. Although he couldn’t see me, I still was ashamed talking to him.   

                ―Of course.―he smiled.―More if it’s with you.

                My heart beat faster. It wasn’t a lie what he made me feel. I was happy talking to Mahou, seeing him every day… I wish I could be with him forever. My feelings were strong and I want to lock them so deep within me, keeping them for all the eternity.

                ―How this night?

                ―Isn’t it a little hurried?―he mocked, believing I wasn’t talking seriously.

                ―This is our only chance, Mahou and tonight will be.

                ―Is a lie, right?

                ―No, of course no!―I exclaimed.―It isn’t a lie, Mahou, it’s the true! Tonight the other guys are planning to escape and this is our chance!

                Mahou didn’t say anything for some minutes. I was afraid of his answer, maybe he was from the opinion of not leaving this prison… Maybe he just wanted to be in peace but…

                ―You really want to leave this place with a nuisance like me? With a blind guy that only will be a nuisance for you?

                ―You are not a nuisance, you will never be one!―I shout angry.―You are very important for me, you are my only friend!

                ―Umery…

                ―No! You are everything I have! You mean so much to me…you don’t know how much and I’m not thinking in leaving you here!

                ―Umery.

                ―I don’t care if you’re blind, Mahou… For me you are…―how to say easily the fact that I was deeply in love with him? How to express these words that was gnawed inside me, so slowly I could die?

                How, dammit?

                ―Are you crying?

                There wasn’t necessity to tell anything in that moment and I was shocked he could know the true without seeing anything. I was crying because I couldn’t express my feelings to him, because I was so silly to keep believing in hopes. Mahou stood up, leaning against the grilles that kept us apart. So close but at the same time so far away. How I wished to be able to touch him...although it was only one time.

                ―I’m sorry…

                We didn’t touch the topic for the rest of the day. It was weird not talked with him.

                The whispers were stronger. In a few hours the sun was going to hide and then, our opportunity will be presented. I didn’t have to think it twice; I will go and I wouldn’t leave Mahou all alone. 

                Everything went silent, while we waited the exact hour to attack. My heart couldn’t stop beating; I was really afraid, but I had to be strong. Everyone was prepared, then, a noise ruled the place. The screams weren’t the only ones present; the hits also were there, while the person fought aggressively against those demons how had us locked here.  The person spread, coming out of their grilles and staining the floor with cold blood. It was horrible, a scene I wouldn’t never wish or imagine living.

                My grille opened, while the person and demons were running everywhere, trying putting an end to the fight that was starting to begin. I stood up quickly, leaving that prison that for many year were my home. I opened the grille next to mine; entering to that place I never thought I could enter.

                ―Mahou!

                I approached him, when the guy turned in my direction. His face was serious, thoughtful. Without thinking it too much, I embraced him strongly, breaking into tears. At last I was able to touch him. I didn’t care not coming out of this place, what I wished the most was now a reality. I was touching him, feeling that warm skin that I always wanted to touch. He was right in front of me, without that grille that kept us apart.

                ―Umery? Why…?―he asked trembling. He also didn’t think this could be a reality.

                ―I couldn’t leave you here….Mahou…I love you…―I finally said those complicated words. If it wasn’t now, then it was never. I didn’t care what he thinks of me, I had to say it.

                ―Umery…―he touched delicately my face, making my skin shiver. He was everything to me, the only truly important in my life.―You’re so beautiful.

                ―Mahou…―I whispered crying.

                ―Don’t cry.―he smiled just the way he knew to do it.―You’re everything I have, my only light inside this eternal darkness, how not to feel the same?

                Those words I dreamed so much now were there, being pronounced by him. Happiness…that was what I was feeling in my heart in that moment.

                ―It’s time to go…―I dried my tears.―Let’s go!―I took his hand, starting to walk.

                ―But…

                ―Trust me. ―I said.―Just trust me, yes?

                ―Ok.

                We leave that prison that kept us apart. I run faster, showing him the way he had to follow. I didn’t get separated for him. We climbed the stairs that kept us apart from the exterior, when an intense light appeared before us. We were near. We had leaved behind the quarrel and the pain. The wish was about to become a reality. 

                We went through that door with mud, going out at last. The starts leave me blind for a few minutes… in that moment I understood.

                ―Beautiful…

                The scenery showing in front of us was amazing. Totally different from my memories and imaginations. Everything was so brilliant and beautiful, so green and different from that shadows.

                ―At last…―he gritted my hand. Although he couldn’t see a thing, he knew perfectly we weren’t there anymore. The air was fresh and the starts intensely illuminated the sky, the one I didn’t think see again.

                A pain in my chest. What was that? My vision distorted, becoming into shadows. We were I? Had I go back to that prison? A reality that stained itself. The dreams, dreams are, but it can become true if you work for them, but there’re occasions when the work is not compared with destiny. When we at last could leave that terrible place, our destiny played cruelly with us. I thought I had find happiness, but the only thing I found was more sadness and pain.

                I wasn’t with him anymore and I never could be. My sun was missing, was withered like a weak flower.  The crimson color enveloped us, leaving us in that eternal and cold dream. Our heart stopped beating, the two at the same time. There wasn’t an exit, there wasn’t a new beginning. Nobody could ever get out of those grilles. We were dead…those demons killed us…

                 ―Umery…Umery…

                That voice again. I opened my eyes slowly, looking him again. Now what? A new game?

                ―What?

                ―I was right, you’re really beautiful.

                That smile that could change the world. His eyes didn’t have any more that powder blue, now it was green, so green like the leash of the trees. How? I looked around. There wasn’t any shadow, or the pain. There weren’t any grilles or darkness. A flowering field enveloped us, with flowers of all colors. The butterfly flew freely, without encountering with a crystal wall. I couldn’t believe it… where were we?

                ―But what…happened?

                I was sure we were dead, I remember it perfectly… then, what was this?

                ―This is our own eden. Just you and me.

                Incompressible words but full of calm. An eden where to live peaceful with him?

                ―Just you and me? Really?

                Mahou came closer to me, gently stroking my face.

                ―Just you and me, forever.―I looked him carefully, the same way he did it.  

                ―Forever…

                ―I love you, Umery.

                ―I love you too.

                A kiss that changed my reality, a reality that become in a beautiful dream. Definitely my live changed inside those silver grilles and, if I were to reborn, I would do the same, waiting to meeting you again. My beautiful and unique sun.

**AUTHOR'S COMMENTS: Aww, finished! The true is that I had think in a sad and piercing ending but I said; "it's good and change", so, here is it A happy ending! Well, I hope you like it, the same way I liked creating it. The principal songs that help me in the creation of this story were; "404NOTFOUND's Start Line", "Sadie's Dearest", and "SuG's Scheat". Thanks so much to them. :)